— Book Report

Hoggy Warty Hogwarts: Harry Potter & Me.

It’s hard to pinpoint just where to begin talking about the Harry Potter series. Like millions of people all over the world, September 1st bears a fair bit of meaning to me, because as every Hogwarts student knows, September 1st is the start of term at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.

My relationship with Harry Potter is a long and tumultuous one. I got my first taste of the series when I myself was 11 years old. The third book, I think, had been out by then, but my curiosity bubbled only then. I asked my dad to buy me the first book, and the rest is history. Well, it wasn’t as simple as that. Being born in a family with Christian values, my parents grew worried about the criticism and controversy that surrounded the books. I was, sadly, forbidden to read the rest of Harry’s adventures, and I was, obviously, quite crushed.

But because my love for Harry Potter knew no bounds, even only after reading The Sorcerer’s Stone, I hauled my sorry ass off to my grade school library, where I spent my recess and lunch periods cooped up with my friends, reading the next books in the series. I would also sneak around to watch the movies. (I first viewed the film adaptation of The Sorcerer’s Stone on an airplane, without headphones. I knew all the lines anyway.) I traded fan fiction with my friends on floppy disks, and risked getting viruses from their computers. I Googled relentlessly and partook in the kind of rabid fandom that only LiveJournal could cultivate. I discovered the world of Wizard Rock, Harry-Potter-centric podcasts and spent most of my time joining contests and answering quizzes. It’s hard to tear yourself away from something you’ve fallen deeply and irrevocably in love with.

This continued all the way through fourth year high school. The film adaptation of The Goblet of Fire and the sixth installment, The Half-Blood Prince were both slated for release, and I really didn’t want to have to sneak around anymore. My parents, I assume, had a vague idea that I actually read the series behind their backs, and I decided to be bold and ask them if it would be OK for me to openly, brazenly be a part of this wonderful community. They said yes and I was free to express how much I loved Harry Potter, at last. No more hiding under the covers, reading frakking heavy books in the dark. It sounds really dumb, but I felt the way Harry felt, whenever he escaped from the Dursleys during term. When he didn’t need to hide and sneak around and pretend to be someone he wasn’t.

Since then, I’ve purchased my own set of books, and my friends have slowly been giving me things like divination balls and sticker books and writing feathers—just the stuff I missed out on buying when I was still an undercover fan. Looking back, I do understand why my parents did what they felt they needed to do, and I really don’t resent them or anything like that. They were just trying to protect me from unnecessary unhealthy obsessions, and maybe straying off and venturing into what they thought was a crooked path.

It’s hard to describe just how much this series means to me. It sounds pretty stupid, coming from someone who is turning 22 years old in 4 weeks, exactly, but trust me, the bond is really inexplicable, but honest and true. Harry just changed my life so much, and he showed me how to be brave in the face of even the most startling dangers. I’m not doing such a good job with that, yet, because deep down, by nature, I’m really not a very courageous person. But reading Harry Potter has really impressed upon my heart the importance of friendship, and bravery, and doing the right thing. Even if it isn’t exactly the easiest thing to do. It taught me to choose to do what is right, and to always choose to do what is good. It taught me that I always had choices, even though they are not always going to be easy ones to make.

The subject matter of Harry Potter is still religiously taboo, but you can count on me still reading this aloud to my future children, before they go to bed. Because some of the most important lessons in life, I learned from these books, and some of these lessons, I believe, you can’t learn anywhere else.

  • http://everydayisa.wordpress.com Isabee

    Harry just changed my life so much, and he showed me how to be brave in the face of even the most startling dangers. I’m not doing such a good job with that, yet, because deep down, by nature, I’m really not a very courageous person. But reading Harry Potter has really impressed upon my heart the importance of friendship, and bravery, and doing the right thing. — HEAR, HEAR.

    Wonderfully put and very well-written. I can really feel the love you have for the series! I have always admired your passion for Harry Potter because I grew out of mine early on in high school. I should really re-read soon. (Yeah, I know I keep saying that. Tss. Anyway!)

    You are braver than you think, Carina :)

    <3,
    Dumbledore

    • carina

      Haha! I know you are probably not as crazy about them as I am, but I do hope you do a re-read as well! Trying to finish before the first part of Deathly Hallows drops, and I’m in Goblet of Fire now!

      Love you, Dumbly-face.

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  • http://elliottwithlove.wordpress.com/ Jennifer

    But reading Harry Potter has really impressed upon my heart the importance of friendship, and bravery, and doing the right thing. Even if it isn’t exactly the easiest thing to do. It taught me to choose to do what is right, and to always choose to do what is good. It taught me that I always had choices, even though they are not always going to be easy ones to make.

    I thought the same thing earlier this summer, after re-reading Deathly Hallows, and it makes me a little giddy inside to know that other people feel the same way about the series. :)

    (By the way – hello! I found your blog via your Tumblr, and then also via Sasha.)

    • carina

      Ugh, isn’t it just so great, though? In the middle of my re-read, I also watched the film adaptation of The Sorcerer’s Stone and at one point, I began to tear up, when Harry was all disbelieving of himself as a wizard. “But I’m just Harry. Just Harry.” And, ugh, I cannot even explain to you the kind of emotions that welled up inside of me, because of the knowledge of the difference “just Harry” is going to make in the world.

      Hello! Thank you for dropping by. <3

  • http://blog.abirdflies.com Marta

    I felt the way Harry felt, whenever he escaped from the Dursleys during term. When he didn’t need to hide and sneak around and pretend to be someone he wasn’t.

    It might have pained you back then, but how your parents refused to let you read Harry Potter and the connection of the actual story-line of HP made a beautiful arch in your story. And I wouldn’t think it’s stupid how you still love HP and you’re twenty-one! I think it’s brilliant that a book can stay with you like that. For myself, I think the book taught me an awful lot about bravery and loyalty, and what friendship can do to a person. I miss being fifteen and waiting for the next book. Oh how I miss it.

    • carina

      Right? And lining up super early in the morning, begging your dad to drive you to the bookstore. Except, maybe you went to those midnight gatherings? We never had those!

      I’m just glad we have things like this to hold onto. :)

  • http://thewordeater.tumblr.com/ Darlyn

    I kept nodding while I was reading your post. I learned a lot from the Harry Potter series. I got my hands on a copy of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone when I was nine. My parents had just separated. My world was falling apart. Harry Potter, Hogwarts really, became my escape from my problems. I’m sure Harry Potter has affected and changed the lives of millions of its readers. :)

    • carina

      Yay, I’m glad you could relate. And thank you for sharing your story. It always makes my heart swell when I find out about how something I love has affected someone else’s life, but in entirely different ways. To Harry! :)

  • http://silverfysh.wordpress.com/ Sasha

    I had to gather my wits about me before commenting on this one. I haven’t really talked about it at length — I don’t think I can — but Harry Potter did change my life. I’m not ashamed to say that, there’s no reason to. I grew up with this boy. My mother learned about this book before I did, back then. I remember her coming home with the books, and she’d already read the first one — and she would be in bed reading the book, and I’d be beside her, reading the book before hers. And we kept at that for a weekend, weeks, months.

    Harry Potter means so many different things to me, and all of them are good.

    Aw, crap, I’m going to cry.

    • carina

      Gah, this is a late reply, but I’m glaaad. Haha it really is one of the few things that cheer me up. Ugh, I would read this to my children, though. That much, I know. I’m sure you would, too. :)

  • http://isaw08.wordpress.com Tricia

    I can totally relate with this. I’m an undercover fan too. Till now! I still can’t believe they are not letting me touch the Harry Potter books I purchased (Book 5). I’m already 21 and mom keep on insisting not to read the series. I miss Harry and the gang.

    • carina

      Are you serious? How come?

  • http://bluejaysway.wordpress.com Bluejay

    Hello. I’m a bit older than you and some of your commenters; when Sorcerer’s Stone was first published, I was already all grown up, but my wife and I fell in love with the series anyway and devoured each book as it came out, and eagerly awaited the next. J.K. Rowling’s writing enchants all ages.

    Our nine-year-old daughter just tore through the whole series this past year, which I imagine is a different experience from our own. HP’s original readers had a chance to grow with the series, with some breathing room between each (increasingly mature) book. But now children who are discovering HP can read the whole thing all at once, going from the innocence of Sorcerer’s Stone to the darker and more adult themes of Deathly Hallows, all in one summer. That must be quite a ride! Anyway, our daughter loved it all, and it gave us plenty of topics to talk about.

    I’m a little disturbed by the religious objections that your parents, and some of your commenters’ parents, had to Harry Potter. What problem could they have with a story that was such a source of strength and wonder and inspiration to its readers? Where’s the “crooked path” in a story that, as you say, clearly teaches the importance of friendship, bravery, compassion, courage, and doing the right thing? When a religion gets in the way of doing or recognizing what is good, maybe it’s time to cast a critical eye on that religion. :-)

    Anyway, here’s to Harry, and to the first part of Deathly Hallows this November! And also: great blog. Thanks for sharing your thoughts on what you read.

    • carina

      That is so incredible! I’m so glad you weren’t deterred by it being a children’s series, as I’m sure a lot of adults were, and that you shared it with your daughter, and of course, that she loved it. :)

      I guess they really just judged the series based on the subject matter. At the time, there was a lot of controversy circulating the series, concerning witchcraft, etc. and I suppose they just wanted to protect me from that. They came around, though, when they decided that I was old enough, and they go with me to watch the movies now. I don’t think they had problems with the themes, as much as they had problems with the setting, etc.

      I’m so excited for the film! I hope your daughter will be able to see it, as I’m sure it will be rated pretty highly, with it dealing with a lot of dark stuff. Thank you so much for writing! I really appreciate it. :)

  • http://projectll.com Phoebe

    I’m so glad that I have stumbled upon this blog! :D

    I’m re-reading Harry Potter right now, and gearing myself up for the upcoming movie. I’m not surprised that I still have the fit of giggle whenever Ron says something funny (or stupid) or when Hagrid is just being overly dramatic. I love these series. probably one of the best books out there. I’m in my 4th book now and I just started the 1st like last week or something.

    Anyway, my parents were also kinda iffy with me reading HP because of the same reasons. We’re Christian too. I get you. I get them too. They probably thought that I’d be those crazy obsessed kids who went wiccan or something. But yeah, actually HP had some Christian themes and I even bought my parents a christian parent’s guide to harry potter book or something (they didnt read it though) but they stopped bugging me when I showed them that. haha.

    Wizard rock is awesome! haha

    • carina

      Hello!

      I’m stuck on “Goblet of Fire”! Hahaha. I started my re-read in July… stopped in late September, and now I seem to be stuck! I’m going to push through, though, obviously. Hahaha that’s a great tactic! I’m just so glad they came around because it just really means so much to me.

      And yeah, wrock is awesome. Particularly attached to Alex Carpenter <3 Haha!

  • http://littlemisstrustissues.blogspot.com/ Ela

    I’m not a hardcore fan of Harry Potter. I mean, I don’t listen to wrock or read fanfiction or anything. But I love the books and the movies. My favorite fictional character ever is Harry Potter because JK Rowling created him beautifully: imperfect and flawed just like the rest of us.